This call.

It has not spent to them that are entirely, deeply, succulently slept and its cell phone sounds, they do not see the one who is, answer for inertia, because they know that this wretch aparatito is sounding, is interrupting such an adorable sleep and simply they answer to see the one who is, and to know who demons interrupts your sleep, and you answer, with a "Buuuueeeeennnnooooo" …
And the person begins to speak, saying to you that it is quite and that it cannot already any more with the situation, that thank you very much in the shared time, but that cannot already any more.
Instantaneously one takes the sleep from you, you realize what they are saying to you and only you can only say: because?: are you sure (a)?, if it is your desición and this is the best thing for you well, you conclude the call with a “farewell look after”, and you close the eyes to keep on sleeping, begin closing your ojitos, and in this moment, precisely in this moment they have sent you to the "lousy one".
You can remain in your bed put to bed, bitting the pillow crying to stretched snot and wondering that was that, who was wrong, check your cell phone and time that is this call, the called tongue, but because, because it did it, that I spend, I have always been for or she, and or she only got tired of the situation and went away, because, porqueeee!!
This call, it ruins your day, you do not understand anything, and the worst thing steals from you the deep sleep that you had, you do not find coherent logical solutions to the life, to the situation, and cannot any more, confused, bravely and aggrieved, mark him, call, he does not answer, the call pushes you back and to the third call that bundles, he answers you angry, annoying, and simply he says, “that you want”, you had so many things to be said him a few seconds ago, before taking the phone and calling, but you remain mute, you have left in target when you listen to its voice, when he asks you “that you want”, the only thing that you manage to proliferate is: Because, because you do this? if only I went to the movies, to have dinner and of ah ì to micasa, I was with my friends, not any more, I do not spend another thing (you begin crying, despairing to suffocate), only I went out and I do not spend anything, seriously I do not spend anything (you cry and cannot stop, only you cry) … and or she mercilessly they say, “it is Always the same, not with who these, I cannot with this jealousy, I do not have need to feel them, not estor to feel them and simply he distrusted you” … and you “Because (mugroso because), if you always know what I do, I have always said it to you, holy and sign, you know it, you cannot do this … and they answer you … “I do not see you, not what you do not with who these, I am not doing anything to you, there are your acts that lead me to taking this desición, I do not feel good, I am much riled (a) simply I am full, better to end this way, without suits, without anything more … and you, you only say “Ok, I do not agree it are known by you, but (you keep on crying to stretched snot, so much that it finds it hard to you to breathe) you cannot do this, I have always been for you, do not lie to you, do not cheat you, and only that's why you leave me, there are no sufficient reasons (you keep on crying), but if it is your desición I respect it, but you know that I have changed many things to be next to you (and you keep on crying) … and she or the alone one says “I also have changed many things, but, simply, I cannot any more, looks, calm down, I am much encabronado, do not want hechar to peder the trip, and when we are more calmed we speak” and there … there only it hangs …

And you begin like mechanical machine expressing yourself to say to you … ”I was calmed, was sleeping and it is you who call to say to me that you do not want already to be next to me, it was well, now, I am sad, disconcerted, am badly, because you say that we will speak when it is calmed, calmly, but if it was you who were the one that made me anxious, insecure, because this decision, I have always been well with you, always looked for you, called you I write to you, we have ups and downs, but nevertheless we are we, who means demons, then we speak, although you know that the one that is going to look for you it is me who is, which was calling is it is me who, which he will send mails it is me who is, because the two know that you will not call, but that you believe, I got tired, if I get tired of that you always do that …” and that believe … you keep on crying.
You get up, light your compu and put yourself to listen to sad songs, start by the melancholic ones, by those songs to that they were listening together or that were devoting themselves, and end up by listening to songs of burned, saying to the wind that this time is the time …
Do you keep on crying like a baby, and say … why this way? because by phone, because it does not face the things …
And if friends, there exist many persons who finish a relation of years or of months but with good love, with a simple call or a simple message, they do not face the things, do not put the letters on the table, simply, get tired of the situation, of the defects of the person, but chance, they did not meet one this way, perhaps one has demonstrated another thing to them.
They can have its reasons to end by phone for message, but it is not well, the things of a relation face up, it is as if you had become a fiancé or fiancée of the above-mentioned one by phone or for message, and nevertheless I believe that it is not cost, it would be cost if they live to kilometers of distance, but because, because they take this decision.
Because to interrupt a sleep, because to raise and to ruin the day with a call like that, because better they did not do it in the night, to be able to cry the whole night and of so much crying, simply to remain deeply asleep, and on the following day to get up with less tears … These calls they do not solve anything, worsen things, stir feelings, torture and gag hearts.
It is of the idea that the relations end because really there is something bad, not because they get tired of the situation, if the situation is like that, because they do not want to compose it, they have not tried to improve it, have not fought, give up before time.
But have that they can know, if they have always wanted them, always loved them, when it will be the day that one learns, not that do the same again, not much less to take revenge, simply, that one learns to which they should say him BY PHONE “get tired already of this situation” … YOU, if TUUU, simply you answer “you got tired Already of the situation? … fought Bundle or have we fought to improve
the situation? … do not come to me with already this tired with the situation, if you are the first one in setting peros to go out forward” … But not … You Are so … if … so … so human, that what you say is: “Because?: What did I do to you, that happened?” … because not to say …: ”What do I spend to us to come to this situation?” … but no, we cannot say that, because the volume its desición, because perhaps he did not sleep the whole night and decided to take this decision or simply this one very angry and took this desición … making one, without sleep, frustrated, and listening to songs for drunk and aggrieved, and in addition, without being able to cry, because if it sees you your family is extracted of wave, because they are on holiday, and without being able to vent you with your friends or friends because they are on holiday, because they do that, because somehow so inospita so unpleasant, they go away … they go away with … This call.¿Porque?, ¿Que te hice, que pasó?”…porque no decir…”¿Que nos paso para llegar a esta situación?”…pero no, no podemos decir eso, porque el tomo su desición, porque el quizas no durmió toda la noche y decidio tomar esa decisión o simplemente esta muy enojado y tomo esa desición…dejando a uno, sin sueño, frustrado, y escuchando canciones para borrachos y dolidos, y para colmo, sin poder llorar, porque si te ve tu familia se saca de onda, porque estan de vacaciones, y sin poder desahogarte con tus amigas o amigos porque estan de vacaciones, porque hacen eso, porque de alguna manera tan inospita tan desagradable, se van…se van con…Esa llamada.
I write this, because I can say to them that it hurts, that a step in false, that there are things that the persons do not achieve to understand, which simply, get tired because they never fought or according to them they fought but it does not change anything, but YOU NEVER FOUND OUT THAT THEY FOUGHT, only they go away, call and go away.
I can say to them that I do not think to drown my sorrow in alcohol, but if I think to weep for this way thousand eight thousand, because I want to empty this sadness, and, to remember it hence, and simultaneously, wishing him to look for me, but the same way dreaming that I leave it behind, that I see going, that I see that it goes away and does not return any more, but the one who knows, one is so human and so dumb with the love that the not one spends it to himself missing this person …
But we go, I do not want to encourage them to make us rebellious, but if this person who did This Call, speaks the saddlebag to them, say to him that it should be in person, put the letters on the table, clarify the things, but that do not say to them that they are tired of the situation, but if the end of its history is already written then it is necessary to take the desición as the two, not because one got tired, he got bored or simply good could not sleep and I take this attitude …
If they do not look for them, if the cell phone does not sound, look for it you, it obtains consiliar an appointment or something like that and them same of above, think the things.
But if none of the two looks for other, simply, this love was not for you.
The love does not get tired, does not end, is not finished, does not determine, the love simply is a love, this is what it maintains turning to this world, it is the one that does that the babies who are born are good persons, the love is the one that does that there goes out the sun, that it rains, that it gets dark, which oscuresca, the love, is every day at every hour, in a song, in a movie, in a sigh, in a song …
But you cannot termianr the love … in a call … that the cell phone sounds without apparent motive marking on the screen the name of your couple, and simply say to you that they got tired that the best thing is to leave it even there … as they can say that, if they do not know that it is the best thing for one, more that one himself, that is to say, one himself says to one himself that he wants or that he does not want, and believe to me that in this moment I believe that nobody wants a call that interrupts its sleep …
There is my god … gentlemen, for messages or for call they do not solve anything, on the contrary, they do more problems, more questions and more sadnesses arise …
Do not Do … This Call.
* ^Para You, because you interrupted my sleep, you took it from me, STOLE IT from me, try to sleep again and I realized that YOU WENT AWAY WITH ALL MY ILLUSIONS AND MY SLEEP, YOU STOLE MY SLEEP FROM ME, only you you were, and I have not left another thing, any more that to think about you … ^
–> the dogs of the market barked on having listened to the word of the godforsaken one, which drink to forget <–*Sabina*
Pd. Wera like a pend ¨ %/$ % we look for a department, so that nobody is already, so that he lives without living, but Thank you friend for resting.
Pd. 2. - Hello Normix, So Since I said to you … enjoys your duel, live through it, but put a limit to him and when you want to live do it without remorses, do it because you want, because you know that you are not going to repent, there are dumb men and dumb women, there is of everything, with the time the things it is going to make itself comfortable, and nobody will be able to come to you to count through what you already lived … I cheer up and it is an honor to be provided with your friendship, look after very much and Success with the medicine really …!!!






Holaaa!!
Seriously that I love much what you wrote, it is been written by the heart; you have reason great in what you write and regrettably so it is … The LOVE is what keeps us alive and when you love someone it is xq really you want to make her happy and not for to complicate more the life … it is a great pleasure for Me that you will not vent your sorrow with the alcohol, xq is the worst enemy … better it cries, keeps on enjoying the life and letting off steam this way … WRITING. that the truth goes out for you very well.
Thanks for the P.D and I will continue your advice, you know that you are provided with me for something like that and I hope that we could meet soon. throw desire to him to the school. so that in not very distant future we could enjoy the big reward. We are in contact, tqmm!!!
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It hears I was reading your previous articles and there are padrisimos … seriously for that you have to be grateful for your big inspiration gift, it is still like that, it keeps on taking shape and sharing a little of your life here.
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AAAAAAAAAAmiga!! q did it happen to you?????
how??? cúado???
good, when kieras platikar you already know q accounts with me
(aujnq be on holiday, jijiji) Tkmil8mil!! 4ever and ever, jijiji
Pd. and when there are many kilimetros and a pormedio puddle ….si costs itself the mail, jejejejej I say, it can suceder:P
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